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Dido survived the murder of her first husband, Sychaeus, by her own brother, Pygmalion. The ghost of her husband came to her one night and told her what her brother had done. She fled the kingdom with all those who were loyal to her and went on to found the impressive city of Carthage. After being manipulated by the gods into truly falling in love with Aeneas, a survivor of the battle of Troy, and being betrayed by him, it was though that she committed suicide by throwing herself on Aeneas’ sword and then later appearing to him in the underworld.

But that's not the whole story. She did throw herself on the sword and appear in the Underworld, where she had the last word by speaking none, but that wasn’t the end.

Pluto, no big fan of his brother Jove, made a deal with Dido, who was the favorite of Juno who loved to torment her husband. Anything that put a thorn in his side, Pluto considered well worth it. What exactly the deal was, no one but Dido and Pluto knows. She’s still alive. Partly bitter at her rotten luck, partly resolute never to let it happen again, and partly determined to make her future better. She’s not relying on anyone else and she’s had enough of gods and men and all their talk and inaction. She’s going to make her own way now and to hell with anyone that stands in the way of what she wants. Whenever it is that she figures out exactly what it is that she wants, anyway.
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Apr. 15th, 2005 @ 09:49 am The Fence on the Beach - a Meeting with Hades and News of Aeneas
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There was a small fence on that part of the beach. It was made up of vertical wooden slats held together with a kind of wire. It was sunk into the sand and she’d always thought that it had to go down much farther into the sand in order to stay up. But today she found a section of it that had fallen, and it wasn’t much longer at all. She wondered how it remained anchored into the sand.

She stepped over the fallen segment and walked out towards the water. The sand was soft and warm under her bare feet. Wild grasses grew around the fence and further inland, but they seemed to stop at the fence. For a place spawned by the ruler of the Underworld it was remarkably serene and beautiful. Her sandals dangled from their straps as she held them in one hand, the other she used to hold her hair out of her face as the wind blew it around. It had been many years since she arrived here. She closed her eyes and let that thought wash over her. She didn’t turn. “I know you’re there, Hades.”

The Lord of the Underworld stepped into her field of vision.

She turned to look at him. “What do you want? You never come here unless you want something.”

He feigned offense. “I’m hurt, little queen. I merely bring you news of your lover boy.”

Dido turned and started to walk away, a useless gesture, but she did it anyway. He appeared in front of her. “I don’t care to hear the news. If that’s all you wanted then you have wasted your trip.” She tried valiantly to maintain her charade of uncaring.

Hades smiled. “I thought you’d like to know that he’s married.”

She stopped, her breath catching in her throat.

Hades continued. “Her name is Lavinia and she’s quite beautiful. Young and nubile... a virgin princess. Surely perfect for the founder of a new country for those tired Trojans.”

It stung. Like a slap in the face. She hugged her arms close around her body. She turned her back on him.

He put his hands on her shoulders. “Not a year cold and he’s already found a new flame.”

“Cease your torment of me.” She broke away from him and walked quickly away.

“He murdered her betrothed in order to have her.”

Dido stopped.

Hades smiled. He knew just what buttons to push with her. “They say he’s gone mad. Fire blazed in his eyes when he killed Turnus. An all consuming fire that will burn him to his death, they say.”

Her voice was soft. “Why do you tell me such things?”

He was behind her again. She could feel his breath on her neck and she shuddered. “I thought you would be happy. It is your doing, you know. You cursed him and his children, and their children and right on down. Those were not idle words you spoke.”

She looked down at the sand. “No one should be happy at another’s misfortune.”

He smiled wickedly. “Do you regret your angry words then?”

She pulled away. “Devil me no more, Hades.”

He let her walk away.
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Mar. 31st, 2005 @ 03:51 pm The Island
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Stumbling out into daylight almost made her think that she’d lost her mind. It had been days of walking down that narrow rocky path and when she’d finally seen real light she made a run for it. She could see the darkness, underneath the path on either side, starting to roil and surge upwards and she swore that she felt grasping hands at her feet. She threw caution aside and ran as fast as she could towards the opening she could see just ahead. She nearly slipped as the path grew perilously thin beneath her feet, and when she got close enough she threw herself through the opening and could suddenly smell sweet wild grasses and wildflowers in the air.

She landed, on her face in a meadow filled with flowers and tall grass. She rolled onto her back and pulled her legs away from the swiftly closing black hole behind her. The exit of the Underworld was vanishing into thin air. She looked away quickly, closing her eyes tightly. It was a sound like an ocean roaring far away that rang in her ears and slowly diminished when the opening finally closed.

She grabbed a fistful of grass and inhaled deeply as the scent sharpened when she pulled them up by the roots. She laid back and looked up into a clear blue sky with a few soft white clouds in it and she started to cry. The sky was blue, and so far away. In the Underworld it had been grey, always grey and rainy. The trees there were black and had no leaves. Briars scratched your skin and everywhere was the sound of dismay and agony.

She could hear birds singing, and down the hill there was a sandy beach with a calm tide washing up on the shore leaving seashells and driftwood. She fixated on a blue flower that was almost the exact shade of the sky. She reached out to touch it and starting laughing finally. It was like some kind of crazy dream, maybe she’s simply finally gone mad. She snatched up the flower and got to her feet. She looked out over the ocean and took a deep breath. She threw back her head and just screamed letting emotion roll over her and through her in a way that she’d never been able to since she died. She stretched her arms as far up towards the sky as they could reach and she turned.

And saw a handsome young man standing there. She took a few steps back.

“I did exactly that when I got here too. Dido of Carthage, I presume?”

She nodded, staring at him.

He cleared his throat. “Welcome to the island.”

She looked at him skeptically and then incredulously as she saw the towering villa that overlooked the water. “Who are you?”

“No one that you’ve ever met.” He turned and began walking towards the villa; he looked over his shoulder. “Well, I don’t have all day. Actually... I do, we do, we have all of eternity. But I don’t think you want to stand there for all of it. Come on, I’ll show you around.”

She followed him. “Where are we?”

“We’re on an island that’s not on any map or reachable by any ship.”

“Are we prisoners here, then?”

He shook his head. “No, you can come and go as you please, but not my normal means. I’ll show you around. Hades provides very well for his pawns.”

She looked away.

He touched her shoulder. “Don’t worry, I know about the deal and I know what you’ve been through... I’m in the same situation. I made the same choice. I... still think it was the right one to make.”

She tried to force a smile.

“It takes some getting used to, but you’ll be all right, he doesn’t choose people that can’t handle it. Come on inside, you’ve got to be exhausted.”

She realized just how much she was exhausted and followed him inside.

He didn’t bother explaining anything else to her then, but instead showed her to a comfortable chamber where she could sleep.

She slept without any dreams for the first time in so long.
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Mar. 30th, 2005 @ 01:36 pm Leaving the Underworld
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“And don’t look back.” His last words as she turned to leave. Dido knew the story of Orpheus and Eurydice; she would not look back. She had nothing to look back for. She continued to walk along the narrow footpath carved into the rock. She knew better than to trust Hades, but she had nothing better and so she was risking believing him anyway.

“Take the path and if you don’t stray from it, it will lead you upwards.” Those had been his words. Armed with nothing more than her resolve that she would not allow herself to slip back into the Underworld, she walked forward.

The path was thin and in some places she had to press herself against the rock face and inch her way along, sending small pebbles hurtling down into darkness as she stepped. She never heard any strike bottom, either they never did or when they did they were too far away for the sound to carry. The rock was a steely grey blue color and it felt cold and rough under her hands and feet. A faint light came from an unknown source so that she could see her surroundings enough to walk, and enough to know that the darkness below her was moving constantly. It sent shivers down her spine.

She had no manner of time keeping device but she instinctively that it had been several days since she had started on the path. Was she lost? Was this merely a trick of Hades’, to make her wander forever in the vain hope of finding freedom? She kept walking. If she had been in the real world, she knew she would have been dead by now, but she kept walking. And didn’t look back.
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Mar. 25th, 2005 @ 10:36 am How it all began...
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
Something around her was soft. That had to mean that something was wrong. Nothing in the Underworld was soft. At least not where she was, in the place that she would spend eternity souls wandered lost and confused. The suicides and the dead infants lingered here. The sound of someone crying never ceased. It was enough to drive you mad, but it never did, madness would have been a welcome blessing to some, a complete break from this dismal place they were all damned to. It was bitter, those who had suffered so much in life and had sought to end their pain by their own hands were condemned to spend eternity suffering still.

But now she was wrapped in something soft. Dido opened her eyes and felt the fabric wrap around her gently. She looked up and into the face of a man. She knew instantly whose face it was, though she had never seen him before. “You are the Rich One.” Pluto, God of the Underworld, it was considered ill advised to speak his true name so as to avoid attracting his attention, Dido realized, after a moment, that perhaps that precaution was a little bit ridiculous now. “You are Pluto. Keeper of Cerberus, and employer of the ferryman.”

“Yes, yes, God of the Underworld, assisted by Charon who ferries the dead across the River Styx. I prefer Hades incidentally, Greek names were always nicer on the ears.” He looked her over.

Dido got to her feet, pulling the cloth around her, it seemed to be some manner of cloak. “What do you want?”

“It is true what they say, you don’t mince words.” Hades sat down on his ebony throne across the room and rested his chin in a hand, evaluating her with his gaze. She held herself with the bearing of a queen, even in this tormented state. He was impressed, though he did not show it. She hadn’t even flinched at seeing him.

She stood watching him impassively. She noticed as she stood that her clothing was slowly taking on more vibrant color and her hair became more lustrous than it had been since she arrived here. She tried not to show her surprise.

“Don’t be alarmed. You see, here, in my realm, things are not always what they seem. Think of it, perhaps, as a kind of dream world. The world appears, as you would wish it. You are where you are because it is where you feel that you should be. If you believe that you should linger forever in paradise then you will. If you believe that you should be punished forever, then you will be. It is all relative. Well, most of it. I do control certain aspects. If I want you here... then you are here. As you are now.”

Dido took this in stride and then pushed her hair over her shoulder. “I ask again, what do you want with me?”

“I’ll come to the point, my pretty queen. I have no loss of love for my brother Zeus, Jove to you, and it would seem that Juno, Hera...”

“I know the greek names. You need not translate.” Dido interrupted him.

“You are bold.”

“What have I fear now? I have lost everything already. What you could do to me would never overwrite the things I have allowed to happen to myself.” She said defiantly.

Hades raised an eyebrow and then continued. “Hera has taken a fancy to you. You honored her in life and she was quite furiously angry at what Aphrodite and her issue were allowed to do to you. Your destiny was cut short by my brother, Zeus. What I am offering you is an exchange. I will give you back a life unfettered by their meddling.”

Dido watched the god very carefully as he spoke. “And what am I to offer in exchange?”

Hades pressed his fingertips together. “I was hoping that you would ask...”
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Mar. 24th, 2005 @ 02:45 pm Basic Background Information
Name: Dido
Occupation: Ex-Queen of Carthage
Age: Appears late 20's early 30's
Sex: Female
Height: 5'4" ish. Not too tall, not too short.
Hair: Blonde, pretty straight. Worn long and generally loose.
Eyes: Hazel
Weight: That's rude to ask a lady!

Canon Information:

Dido is taken from Vergil’s Aeneid* where she features prominently in Books 4 and 6.

Background

Dido survived the murder of her first husband, Sychaeus, by her own brother, Pygmalion. The ghost of her husband came to her one night and told her what her brother had done. She fled the kingdom with all those who were loyal to her and went on to found the impressive city of Carthage. After being manipulated by the gods into truly falling in love with Aeneas, a survivor of the battle of Troy, and being betrayed by him, it was though that she committed suicide by throwing herself on Aeneas’ sword and then later appearing to him in the underworld.

But that's not the whole story. She did throw herself on the sword and appear in the Underworld, where she had the last word by speaking none, but that wasn’t the end.

Here is where I diverge from Canon, in order to be able to play her in Milliways I thought it would be better were she not, in fact, dead. Apologies to dearly departed Vergil.

Pluto, no big fan of his brother Jove, made a deal with Dido, who was the favorite of Juno who loved to torment her husband. Anything that put a thorn in his side, Pluto considered well worth it. What exactly the deal was, no one but Dido and Pluto knows. She’s still alive. Partly bitter at her rotten luck, partly resolute never to let it happen again, and partly determined to make her future better. She’s not relying on anyone else and she’s had enough of gods and men and all their talk and inaction. She’s going to make her own way now and to hell with anyone that stands in the way of what she wants. Whenever it is that she figures out exactly what it is that she wants, anyway.



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*Fitzgerald's translation if you want to get particular about it. His translation is the most awesome translation and, I feel, as close as you can get without being able to read Latin. Damn I wish I could read Latin. Would that not be awesome?
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